Everybody is different. And I'm speaking for myself in this piece. And for me, it's not feeling that I can't overcome my circumstances, but feeling that I can't overcome what I perceive to be my circumstances. But that's just a small part of the reasons I've had for wanting to kill myself. Even within my own context… Read more
Well, when I write articles like this one there's always a really great sense of solidarity amongst the suffering masses, as we are. We who work in media or otherwise have a high platform talk about this stuff so sparingly that tons of depressed people just think they have a massive character flaw they should be… Read more
You got at probably the most harmful part of any psych ward experience: lying to the doctors so you can get the fuck out of there. I wish I could have been honest, but I knew every night spent in that hellhole was just going to make me worse. No phone, no internet, no chance to go outside for a smoke. Stunning how… Read more
That's happened to me twice, and the weird thing about the ward I've been put in was they didn't even have beds, just those pullout chairs that hospitals have for people who stay with a patient. And yeah those bills. And both times I went I was forced to ride in an ambulance, also not cheap. Both of those experiences… Read more
Seems it's queued up pretty far, but after ordering it on Sunday and getting the "We'll notify you via e-mail when we have an estimated delivery date for this item" deal all week last night they said it would arrive on the 20th, and then today it shipped and they say it will be here tomorrow. Read more
I'm glad I could help, and I appreciate you sharing this with us. I've found that when I am at my worst, the best thing I can do is to just tell somebody exactly what I am feeling. I am lucky enough to have several great friends who would never think to judge me for the terrible things that go through my head. Read more