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Control's Eerie Architecture Took Me Back To My College Days

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I didn’t think that Control would have much in common with Allison Bechdel’s Fun Home, an autobiographical comic about her childhood in a funeral home and her later coming out as a lesbian. The comic strayed through my mind as I was walking around The Oldest House, though, and I now realize why: They both remind me of my college library.


For Fun Home, the association is pretty straightforward. Bechdel went to the same college as I did—Oberlin—and some of the scenes in Fun Home take place there. Central to the campus is Mudd Library, an ominous structure whose design draws from an architectural style called brutalism. You’ve probably seen brutalist buildings and thought, “wow, how ugly.” That’s what I thought for a long time, though I’ve grown an appreciation for the blocky forms and concrete that signify the style. Mudd, a squat concrete rectangle with a huge ramp leading up to what I thought of as a gaping maw during exam time, would have been difficult not to include.

But what I remember most strongly about the library is what’s inside, and that is where my memories of Mudd combine with my experiences of Control. My library was a concrete building filled with colorful ’70s furniture. So is The Oldest House.

Illustration for article titled iControl/is Eerie Architecture Took Me Back To My College Days

Granted, my library was not a supernatural building that shapeshifted, though given how frequently I got lost in there, it might as well have been. That Control so strongly called up a fully sensory memory of Mudd startled me. It wasn’t just that it reminded me of the place visually—I was transported there. I could feel the roughness of the upholstery, smell the dusty air of aging books. It made me feel like I forgot some assigned reading.

Bechdel’s representation of Mudd was vivid in its specificity. As it had been assigned for a class, I read the comic in Mudd. Reading a scene where a character is sitting almost exactly whereyou are, in a womb chair, complete with a meticulously drawn illustration of a similar room and a similar chair was a real trip. That Control manages to convey the same kind of sense memory in me through the universality of its brutalist design makes the game a marvel.

The Oldest House is every brutalist building. The style is so stratified that small architectural flourishes convey much more than just a time period. The portraits hanging in each waffled square of the boardroom walls remind me of the same waffling in Mudd’s basement, where my campus job was. The Research Sector’s high ceilings and winding staircase remind me of entering the library, the feeling of being in a house of knowledge washing over me. It’s less that the building looks exactly like Mudd and more that walking around The Oldest House gives me the same feeling I felt in college.

Illustration for article titled iControl/is Eerie Architecture Took Me Back To My College Days

Fun Home and Control have more in common than I first assumed. Both are stories of unhappy childhoods and self-discovery. They’re stories of family and the secrets that families keep. Fun Home also centers its story around a building—not Mudd, but the titular funeral home that Bechdel recreates in her comic inch by inch. But it is Mudd where Bechdel begins to explore her sexuality for the first time, by reading about lesbianism and understanding her sexuality. Similarly, it’s only once Jesse Faden is within The Oldest House that she learns who she is and what she’s really capable of.


In North America, the low cost of constructing brutalist buildings led to a huge influx of brutalist buildings on college campuses. Associating them with colleges and libraries is only natural. I often wonder if I would feel the same in Mudd now as I did when I was in college. It felt both like a prison and like a warm home, littered with little vintage living room setups for people to study in. The Oldest House feels the same when I play Control: These are places to learn, but you should be prepared for the knowledge you gain to change your life.

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Cayde-6's Unloaded Dice

The Oldest House definitely reminds me of Cal’s architecture/College of Environmental Design building, Wurster Hall (yes, every freshman joked that it was called that because it was the “worst” building on campus)