Caroline Kwan is tired, but you canāt tell. The political fundraiser turned actor turned Twitch streamer is sitting across from me in a TwitchCon meeting room on the last day of the convention, wearing a pink boilersuit and sneakers, her hair pulled back off her face, looking clear-eyed and alert.
āThis year was like, oh my god. Day one: Debatelords rehearsal, meet and greet, back to Debatelords for the show, afterwards business dinner. Itās a lot,ā she exhales.
āI told my community Iād try to stream on Saturday, Iāll try to stream on Sunday, and then I realized I donāt like streaming at TwitchCon,ā she admits. Her community is an impressive one: 134,000 strong, all there for Kwanās rather specific streams that blend pop culture and politics delivered with sharp humor and even sharper commentary. Caroline Kwan is a force, both in-person and on-stream.
The Caroline Kwan method
Kwan leverages her rather unique background for her Twitch streams, covering major pop culture events like the Oscars and Emmys and weaving political and historical context into her commentary. Though sheās in the inner circle of streamer royalty like Hasan āHasanabiā Piker, AustinShow, QTCinderella, and Will Neff (the latter of whom is her partner), Kwan has forged her own path.
āWhen I started streaming, I didnāt wanna get pigeonholed into politics because of my proximity to Hasan you know, personally, having known him a long time and dating Will,ā she says. āI donāt want this to be a āoh female Hasanā thingā¦I wanted to have something that like no one else was doing on Twitch as well, which is why I leaned heavily into pop culture, and specifically where pop culture and politics intersect.ā
That intersection is perfectly encapsulated in Kwanās coverage of the 2023 Writers Guild of America strike. āIām a member of SAG [Screen Actors Guild] and WGA, and when the strikes were happening that was my first year streaming, so I was out there on the picket lines,ā she explains. āI was covering them every day, explaining to people how this is about labor. I know itās Hollywood and people think itās just celebrities who want more money. But most people in these unions are not rich. Theyāre probably making about what you make, and they canāt afford their healthcare coverageā¦And they deserve better working conditions, better payā¦and so that was in my first year of streaming and that was the thing that helped really define my content.ā
Though Kwanās ābread and butterā are her awards show streams, she still injects politics and cultural commentary into her coverage. āI talk a lot about representation, I talk about the impact that film has on societyā¦how in the wake of 9/11 there was an influx of even more anti-Muslim depictionsālike everyone in the Middle East is terrorists,ā she says. āThatās used to affect people in the United States, how they feel about what their government is doing over there. Literally, the Department of Defense has an entertainment bureau that they started after World War II.ā
I mention Call of Duty, and how games like it similarly influence peopleās opinions on the Middle East. She nods. āSo much of pop culture is propaganda. Some of itās very subtle. Some of itās not so subtle,ā she explains. āSo itās about identifying when something is propaganda. Like I always say, ālook, Iām not saying that you canāt enjoy a TV show where itās clearly very pro-cop or something, you just need to recognize that, right?ā Just understand when youāre being influenced by popular media.ā

The price of being a woman online
Naturally, our conversation turns towards the pressures of being a woman in such a male-dominated space, and the kinds of negativity she faces just by going live on Twitch.

āBeing a woman online, just simply existing online, puts a target on your back, which is why something like AI deepfakes primarily targets women,ā she says, referencing the Twitch deepfake porn scandal of last year, in which a prominent streamer accidentally revealed he was watching doctored porn featuring his peersā likenesses while live.
āHereās just an example of how misogyny is at the core of deepfakes. When I tweeted about [the scandal] I got DMs and comments saying, āyouāre next, weāll come for you next,āā Kwan explains. āJust simply because I said āthis is not right. Do not do this. Women are not consenting to this.ā Then I had the lasers put on me because itās about power. Itās about control. That is what sexual abuse of women is about. And AI deepfakes are digital sexual abuse.ā
For several minutes, Kwan and I go back and forth exchanging horror stories about the DMs and comments weāve both received, and how they are steeped in the tired misogyny of the internet, of GamerGate, of angry young men. āSometimes someone comes into chat [to be mean] and Iāll go ālook, if youāre gonna try to insult me, be creative with it,āā she says as I laugh. āPlease donāt just come in and do the same boring ass shit that Iāve been hearing since elementary schoolā¦get new material.ā
I ask her about the added pressure to depict perfection that so many women, queer folks, and POC feel in online spaces. She nods emphatically. āAs somebody who already has struggled with [perfection] for a long timeāI wonder too, does this come from just me being a half Asian girl growing up in primarily a white suburb? That itās been ingrained in me that you need to always have it right? Because there are always eyes on you, thereās always a spotlight on you and you must be perfect.ā
But that fear of not being perfect, which Kwan says she imposed upon herself at a young age, isnāt enough to get her to stop talking. āI realized pretty early on that I cannot help but to speak. I must speakāwere you silent or were you silenced? Neither!ā We laugh loudly at her Oprah meme reference

āAnd then streaming comes into the picture and itās live, thereās no editing, itās happening in real timeā¦and as attention started to be put on me, I also got the bad attention tooā¦and [the bad actors] scrutinize everything, they clip you out of context, they will say āoh youāre a dumb bitch,āā she says. āIt doesnāt matter how much care I put into my streams. It doesnāt matter how I talk openlyā¦I donāt know every single thing. I make mistakes, we all make mistakes. Itās what you do when you make a mistake that I think is more illuminating of who you are as a person.ā
She tells me that the younger members of her community have taught her so much, and that she always tries to put the focus on marginalized folks who are directly affected by the issues she covers on stream. As we near the end of our conversation (which was by far my most enlightening one of the weekend), we both kind of sigh, sinking into the realization that we are two women fighting against a seemingly ceaseless current of hate.
āThereās not, thereās not a lot of female streamers who do what, like, [political streamer] Denims and I do with the majority of our content. And I understand why. Itās a difficult situation because I wish more women could speak up because thereās power and strength in numbersāyouāve got every dumbfuck dude out here who will give their opinion on somethingā¦and they have these massive audiences,ā Kwan spits. āAnd with women, because of the obstacles that we face of simply just being online, being public figures, there are a lot of women who have just decided not to give their opinionsāand I totally understand! It sucks!ā
She thinks for a second, clearly ruminating on her impact as such a high-profile streamer who isnāt white and isnāt a man.
āI started streaming to create a community, to have a platform, to be able to share my voice and to advocate for things that I care about that I think are importantāand to try and be a good example on this platform,ā she pauses. āOn a positive note, for all of the obstacles and the challenges that weāve talked about here, I look at my community and I look at how quickly I have grown on Twitch. Iāve been doing this for two yearsā¦And the fact that I have something really great and growing all the time, separate from the people who Iām closely associated with, is a sign that what I have to say and what Iām doing on Twitch resonates with people.ā